There is a pit of grief and guilt and pain that is so smooth sided it is impossible to climb out of. I don’t know if I will be able to scrabble up the sides today. Instead I am going to try and just survive it. Stop struggling, stop climbing and give in to it. […]
MoreMy life before I married was not easy or free from difficulties. I grew up in an abusive household where the abuse was physical as well as a constant grind down of negativity towards me. I was told I thought myself too clever, I was too arrogant, that I thought I was better than the […]
MoreThere is an unsung hero of the road, one that I haven’t given enough love to, enough credit, enough kudos, enough time to. All and every 26 foot of her is a hero, every dent and ding, every crackled chrome component, every yellowed plastic molded part, all the leaky water lines, and dying-battery acid mess […]
MoreI have never felt so alone as I felt in Tokyo when I was being abused. I knew if I ran back to my home country with my oldest child while pregnant with my Boy, I would be in trouble with the Hague. I knew I could not secure a divorce in Japan, he blocked […]
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